Thinking

So lately i've been doing seemingly better, but there are still the problems, i feel very sick all the time and it bothers me. I'm thinking about staying here with my father for a year just to get away from everything that hurts me in my life. I wish that it would all disappear and that i could be happy and not depressed. Its not fun being depressed at all and it brings you down a lot. I wish something could save me....