Days

So today was not the highlight of my life, it was a lowlight.
I got into it with my mom, she is sick and i called to see how she was doing but it turned into a really escalated fight. I'm not the best of children and i have made some very recent mistakes but i thought that she had moved past that......apparently not. We screamed and i got off the phone in tears. She makes me feel like i'm completely useless and i hate it. I just want to escape it all and when i realize i can't it only seems to make things worse...i feel more alone than i ever have...even when i'm in a sea of people
I'm alone