So yesterday I went to one of my closest frineds house for a bonfire. It was a blast because i havent seen her in forever. There was a hot tub and chips and soda and some really awesome people who were totally cool. I made a new friend named Nikki and we have so much in common. we are both SUPER ticklish and she acts the same way i do a lot lol. I was so happy for a little bit. then the sadness took over again. i feel very lonely sometimes and it hurts a lot. especially when you see all these happy people that surround you. things are just so blahhhhhhh. :/ i wish that sometimes i could change the things that ive done wrong. but then i remember that its the past and thats the way its going to stay.
jon i miss you more than words can explain. come back to us soon
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