Bonfire and just thoughts

So yesterday I went to one of my closest frineds house for a bonfire. It was a blast because i havent seen her in forever. There was a hot tub and chips and soda and some really awesome people who were totally cool. I made a new friend named Nikki and we have so much in common. we are both SUPER ticklish and she acts the same way i do a lot lol. I was so happy for a little bit. then the sadness took over again. i feel very lonely sometimes and it hurts a lot. especially when you see all these happy people that surround you. things are just so blahhhhhhh. :/ i wish that sometimes i could change the things that ive done wrong. but then i remember that its the past and thats the way its going to stay.


jon i miss you more than words can explain. come back to us soon

School and Boys

So school has once more started up again, how lovely....

Actually i love school, almost everything about it BUT i don't like the fact that i have to get up early in the morning sometimes. That seriously sucks because i seriously hate getting up early. It is obviously NOT on my top list of things to do. I am in pretty hard classes but i love them and its great (: I'm in an AP class and then a couple of honors ones. its great, my teachers are great, my classmates are great, and its all just a bundle of joy.

So i like this guy and thankfully to me he likes me back!! Its great (: im so happy. he makes happy and today we fought over his sunglasses lol (: it was cute. he had his arms around me and he made me feel special (: i love it. its totally fabulous (:

well peace out for now...tell more later