Update

I know that its been forever since i have written anything. over 6 months to be exact. the thing with ken? yeah it fell apart, like things usually do and my mom is going to die this year. so things are not looking too great. fortunately there is this really nice guy named kory that i am talking to. It's funny because my best friend is dating his cousin and thats how i met him. i'm quite enjoying talking to him and i do kind of feel a connection with a peak of interest but i dont quite know...hmm..i guess i will find out in the end